He felt lost. Abandoned to a dark nothingness. Only illuminated by fleeting flashes of painful images that passed through him like lightning. All of them seemed to belong to another time, to another life. He was barely able to become aware of himself, of who he was and what had happened to end up like this.
Sometimes he heard voices talking, but he didn’t know where they came from. He believed they were talking about him but he didn’t recognize them, nor did he fully understand what they were saying. They came from everywhere and at the same time from nowhere. He felt so confused and disoriented, lost in the darkness…
A new burst of light illuminated everything. Suddenly he discovered that there was an object lying on the ground right in front of him. He leaned down to feel it. It looked like a huge book, whose covers were hard and rough to the touch, as if they had symbols or characters marked on them. He tried to discern the shape of it by following them with his finger and found a larger one in the central part. He was unable to see what it was but its shape seemed very familiar, although he did not know why. He tried to open the book and suddenly a blinding light surrounded him and absorbed him inside…
He was in a cozy living room. In its center was a fireplace in which flames crackled, slowly consuming the wood that served as fuel. In front of it was a sofa with an elderly man sitting on one end. He was leaning over the coffee table looking over some documents. Next to them was a smoking pipe and a kind of large leather tome. His skin was pale and his hair was short and gray. Numerous wrinkles crossed his serious face as he unrolled a large sheet and placed it ceremoniously on the table. Many names and lines that interconnected them with notes and dates were written on it. If the man saw him, he made no sign to react.
A door opened at the end and a small figure appeared. He closed the door and approached with tentative steps towards the light of the fireplace. He couldn’t have been more than eight years old, but he had great bearing. His blonde hair seemed to glow with the brilliance of the nearby flames. His blue eyes shone with a spark of intelligence as he approached and saw the large sheet of paper on the table. As he looked at them he knew, it was him. Somehow they were the same person. He was seeing himself when he was a small kid. But why was he unable to remember this scene?
‘Grandpa, what are you doing?’ Asked the kid with feigned shyness.
The old man looked up to observe him with interest. It seemed like he was studying even the smallest detail of the kid. He took his pipe, put in tobacco and lit it. He inhaled and let out a long, pleasurable puff before returning his focus to his grandson.
‘Do your parents already know that you have come up here?’He asked seriously. ‘Yes, grandpa. They are busy with the baby and I have already finished my chores. I told them I wanted to keep you company. I want you to tell me more stories, please,’ the boy asked with his eyes lighting up, like someone waiting to receive a candy.
Martin sighed and his serious face became affable as a big smile appeared on his face.
‘Grandpa is working right now, Luis, I don’t have time to tell you any stories. But you can stay and keep me company, as long as you don’t distract me,’ he ventured to say when he saw the disappointment on his grandson’s face. ‘Thank you Grandpa!’ He burst out in joy as he gave him a hug.
Luis sat next to Martin and began to rapidly analyze everything on the table.
‘Grandpa, what do the names on that paper mean?’ ‘Hadn’t we agreed that you weren’t going to distract me?’ Martin snapped angrily.
He pierced his grandson with his gaze, but he stood firm with his challenging face, determined not to give up easily.
‘It’s ok, you win. It’s obvious that you’ve gotten your father’s warrior spirit,’ Martin said, laughing. ‘What are you doing grandpa, what are these names and dates for?’ Luis asked without containing his eagerness. ‘Calm down Luis, calm down, if there’s one thing you’re going to have to learn in this life, it’s to be patient. Well, what I’m doing is investigating our past. Discover where we come from in order to better discern where we are going.’ ‘And how can some names tell the past?’ He asked incredulously but increasingly interested. ‘Look, I’m going to show you.’